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    She's In a Zone
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    Online Casino Disaster.crap.Iscrewedupagain.com.au

    Sun Apr 01, 2018 10:51 am

    So, it's 9.18am in Sydney and I'm on my 4th coffee with a really long face, looking crossed and feeling my heart palpitate by the thoughts of my actions in the last 18hrs.

    "Yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away.
    Now it looks as though they're here to stay.
    Oh, I believe in yesterday." - Beatles -

    It was a great day YESTERDAY, well, until I got home. Have you played casino online??? It's the casino's little cousins! My curiosity killed my wallet and my partners Mastercard. Mind you, the money I blew was a loan I took out last week due to gambling my pay 2 weeks ago. I know right?! I've been feeling unbalanced all morning.

    Re Online Casino sites, well, The "Bonus" credit advertised looked inviting, so as all the "jackpot" machines flashing the big dollar signs in the comfort of your home chair.... $$$$$ JACKPOT$$$$. FREE SPINS! JACKPOT! BONUS! Deeeeeepooooosit HERE. Oh, I did! $1500 in Houdini style, disappeared! I hadn't even noticed how much a deposited until 6hrs later. To make things worse I actually got up to $1600! I begged the staff online hoping they could speed up my I.D verification to withdraw. I knew I had to take it out asap. Unfortunately, it wasn't as easy as them taking my money. I played it down, all the way down. *Ouch*

    Now see, I started at 4 pm yesterday, finished at 1 am. I slept at 3 am and got up at 6 am. Now guess what's coming next? Yes, I did, yes I turned on the computer and chased! I'm now down $2000 all because of that urge, that urge to give it a go, at home with a glass of wine, two & more. Disaster.

    So. I'm strapped for another two weeks. Here's what I'm thinking, consolidating all my small loans by getting a larger loan. I'll pay my debt to my partners Mastercard & pocket enough to see me through the next two weeks. Besides, I save interest & I only have to pay one loan company.

    Honestly, today I'll feel sick, tomorrow I'll be angry, the following day I'll be in speed mode following up a new loan. As for the rest, I'll forget this happened because It's happened to me before. However, I've never taken out three loans in the space of two weeks.

    Casino online is another breed. STAY AWAY. I'd rather be holding cash, those electronic transfers blinded me.

    Say NO do GAMBLING. Be found doing what is truly you.......

    Life could be much worse. I just wish this phase in my life would just STOP!

    Have a lovely Easter.

    S.I.A.Z
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    "I want to be found doing what I love" -She's in a Zone
    Mona58
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    Re: Online Casino Disaster.crap.Iscrewedupagain.com.au

    Sun Apr 01, 2018 1:23 pm

    Gambling is criminal! When I googled gambling help and problem gambling -online gambling sites came up too.
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    She's In a Zone
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    Re: Online Casino Disaster.crap.Iscrewedupagain.com.au

    Sun Apr 01, 2018 1:51 pm

    See... that's just twisted. Seeking help whilst palming the devils hand off! Sometimes I feel like I need those sight blockers those horses use in racing lol.

    With your investigation online are there other sites you'd recommend?
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    "I want to be found doing what I love" -She's in a Zone
    Mona58
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    Re: Online Casino Disaster.crap.Iscrewedupagain.com.au

    Sun Apr 01, 2018 2:07 pm

    http://www.bbc.com/news/world-australia-42362194

    l'd recommend goggling Australia's Problem gambling you will find the enormity of the problem.. that above is just one.

    But a site like this ... haven't come across one. I think there is something on Facebook or the like. I don't have Facebook but I do sometimes go to GHO'S public page,
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    She's In a Zone
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    Re: Online Casino Disaster.crap.Iscrewedupagain.com.au

    Sun Apr 01, 2018 2:54 pm

    Thanks for sharing Mona.
    WowWee 24B! In just a year that's a scary jump. Blame it on the Lightning Machines :-)
    Can't we just Ban pokies!
    Woolworths should be putting their prices down down, after all, they do own 70% of pokie machines across Australia.
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    "I want to be found doing what I love" -She's in a Zone
    pamela
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    Re: Online Casino Disaster.crap.Iscrewedupagain.com.au

    Sun Aug 09, 2020 9:16 pm

    That is one good thing that has come from covid..keep that strength going
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