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    BrittV (facilitator)
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    Joined: Mon May 14, 2018 11:40 am

    Re: can I see the light

    Wed Oct 24, 2018 8:15 am

    So lovely to seeyou back pamby! And so glad to hear how strong you're going :)
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    Pamby
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    Joined: Mon Sep 03, 2018 11:43 am

    Re: can I see the light

    Wed Oct 24, 2018 10:38 am

    Thankyou
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    pamela
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    Joined: Sun Jun 29, 2014 9:38 pm

    Re: can I see the light

    Thu Nov 01, 2018 7:07 am

    Thought I would share with you a poem I wrote



    Come with us and have some fun
    Look at all the coins we won
    I wouldn't mind to have a play
    You cant get hooked I heard them say

    I put my money in the slot
    It didnt win,I lost the lot
    I wouldnt mind to try again
    I'll only play them now and then

    It wasn't long and I was hooked
    I didn't care how sad I looked
    I gave them everything I had
    Knowing they were really bad

    But I had heard of all the riches
    To be gotten from these bitches
    So I'd sit and play and play
    And for hours I would stay

    Waiting for that great big win
    Or my luck to change within
    But it never came you see
    Coz they were fxxxxxxxg playing me

    But something made me see the light
    And they put up a real good fight
    Our friendship came to a timely end
    My heart my soul began to mend

    It wasnt easy I must admit
    And I got into heaps of ****
    But from me you will get no more
    That's the end..mechanical hoar

    I hope you enjoy it ..one gamble free day at a time
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    Calvin (facilitator)
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    Posts: 274
    Joined: Tue Mar 27, 2018 4:01 pm

    Re: can I see the light

    Thu Nov 01, 2018 11:36 am

    Wow! Some creative poetry writing there Pamela.
    It really puts your personal journey into perspective
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    pamela
    Senior Member
    Posts: 1615
    Joined: Sun Jun 29, 2014 9:38 pm

    Re: can I see the light

    Sat Dec 08, 2018 8:42 am

    Thought I would share with you a poem I wrote



    Come with us and have some fun
    Look at all the coins we won
    I wouldn't mind to have a play
    You cant get hooked I heard them say

    I put my money in the slot
    It didnt win,I lost the lot
    I wouldnt mind to try again
    I'll only play them now and then

    It wasn't long and I was hooked
    I didn't care how sad I looked
    I gave them everything I had
    Knowing they were really bad

    But I had heard of all the riches 
    To be gotten from these bitches
    So I'd sit and play and play
    And for hours I would stay

    Waiting for that great big win
    Or my luck to change within
    But it never came you see
    Coz they were fxxxxxxxg playing me

    But something made me see the light
    And they put up a real good fight
    Our friendship came to a timely end
    My heart my soul began to mend

    It wasnt easy I must admit
    And I got into heaps of ****
    But from me you will get no more
    That's the end..mechanical hoar

    I hope you enjoy it
    I find writing poetry..or any form of writing really helps me understand and deal with this addiction.
    As it is getting closer to xmas I hope you can all enjoy this time of year
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    pamela
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    Posts: 1615
    Joined: Sun Jun 29, 2014 9:38 pm

    Re: can I see the light

    Sat Dec 22, 2018 8:09 am

    Hi everyone.its coming up to xmas and I know this can be a really tough time for some people.but I want to wish you all a happy xmas and if you are still struggling with a gambling addiction..dont give up ,keep fighting and dont be discouraged
    Have a great xmas and a happy and healthy new year
    3 x
    sherpa09 (facilitator)
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    Joined: Tue Mar 27, 2018 4:00 pm

    Re: can I see the light

    Sun Dec 23, 2018 11:31 am

    Hi everyone,

    Sherpa09 here (one of the moderators on the forum). Well said Pamela, it can be difficult to control the urges when they come up, particularly around Christmas time. Keep staying strong everyone and I look forward to future posts from you all. Have merry christmas and a happy new year!

    Sherpa09.
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    pamela
    Senior Member
    Posts: 1615
    Joined: Sun Jun 29, 2014 9:38 pm

    Re: can I see the light

    Mon Dec 24, 2018 3:57 pm

    Thankyou..xmas is certainly more enjoyable without gambling
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    dragon007 (facilitator)
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    Posts: 137
    Joined: Sun Mar 18, 2018 10:07 am

    Re: can I see the light

    Mon Dec 24, 2018 4:30 pm

    Hi @pamela

    Have a lovely Christmas and a great 2019!
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    pamela
    Senior Member
    Posts: 1615
    Joined: Sun Jun 29, 2014 9:38 pm

    Re: can I see the light

    Thu Jan 03, 2019 8:46 am

    Wishing everyone a very Happy New Year and I hope your struggles are small and your dreams are big..be gamble free and live life as it should be lived..dont be hard on yourself but believe in yourself
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