Welcome to the community @Jarrad g
and thank you for introducing yourselves.
Jarrad it's really great to hear that you're feeling ready to change. It takes a lot of strength and courage, but coming here and beginning your journey already shows fantastic strength. Be kind to yourself, and seek support. You might find @JinxyWolf
's recent post on how seeking help is a sign of strength
Jax I'm sure you will be a success story - you're already on your way by joining up and posting.
I look forward to hearing updates on your journeys! One day at a time but this really is an understanding, non-judgemental communty of people who've been where you are now, so don't hesitate to seek support.
Take care, BrittV - comm mgr.