You absolute legend Jess!!!! Wow! Just scrolled through your thread.jessm86 wrote: ↑Tue Sep 10, 2019 10:55 pmLast Friday night I was out at the club celebrating a family members birthday, when my sister in law asked me to join her outside for a cigarette. I followed her out towards the outside gaming room, then paused. I had left my wallet in my bag back at the table and only had my smokes in my hand. I told her I would be out there in a few seconds and returned to retrieve my wallet. I did this deliberately as I know there will be times in the future when I will be put in these tempting situations and I needed to see if I was strong enough to resist the urge. I returned to the gaming room, had my smoke and watched as she, and many others, slapped away. I then returned to the table to join the rest of my family.
Today is day 100 and a huge milestone in my journey
For me to be able to walk into that room last week with money in my hand and not put a dollar in is a far bigger win
Thank you all for your support over the last few months and I will keep you all updated as for me this is just the beginning![]()
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You did it! And you now appear to be strong and gaining back YOU!
Very inspiring. Keep up the amazing effort.
I also know what it feels like to feel like absolutely nothing. Just started the last few days to tell myself I am worthy and start living the beautiful life I want.
You are very worthy Jess. Never forget that.
Keep pushing lovely. X