You absolute legend Jess!!!! Wow! Just scrolled through your thread.jessm86 wrote: ↑Tue Sep 10, 2019 10:55 pmLast Friday night I was out at the club celebrating a family members birthday, when my sister in law asked me to join her outside for a cigarette. I followed her out towards the outside gaming room, then paused. I had left my wallet in my bag back at the table and only had my smokes in my hand. I told her I would be out there in a few seconds and returned to retrieve my wallet. I did this deliberately as I know there will be times in the future when I will be put in these tempting situations and I needed to see if I was strong enough to resist the urge. I returned to the gaming room, had my smoke and watched as she, and many others, slapped away. I then returned to the table to join the rest of my family.
Today is day 100 and a huge milestone in my journey
For me to be able to walk into that room last week with money in my hand and not put a dollar in is a far bigger win
Thank you all for your support over the last few months and I will keep you all updated as for me this is just the beginning
You did it! And you now appear to be strong and gaining back YOU!
Very inspiring. Keep up the amazing effort.
I also know what it feels like to feel like absolutely nothing. Just started the last few days to tell myself I am worthy and start living the beautiful life I want.
You are very worthy Jess. Never forget that.
Keep pushing lovely. X